I'm so bummed... the job I was 95% certain was going to move forward has just been changed to 95% "not gonna happen"! Darn it! I was so hopeful and now it's gone. I am so glad I still have a job, it's just not the job I was hoping for. I guess it will give me more incentive to go back to school. I really am having to give up all thoughts that I might have any idea what my future holds... and it is driving me nuts! I feel like I am constantly being reminded to take it one day at a time. I am trying to learn patience and I guess I am getting a little or a lot of help in that regard. And to top it off, my attorney will be out of the office all next week when I am actually off and able to move forward with my counter offer. My soon to be ex really wants to hurry this along and now it will be even longer. I received a log of how much money this has already cost me and I don't feel like he has done $1800 worth of work. I'm in the wrong field. I have only met with him twice and he has mailed out a few things and talked to the other attorney a few times. Argh... so much for my $2500 retainer. It will be gone in no time flat and we haven't agreed on anything yet! And despite the yuck mentioned above, all in all I feel really good! I am almost excited for the unknown. I do know now that even though I have no clue what will happen, everything is going to be ok!