I started blogging back at blogster, but certain people started reading that I would prefer didn't and I really just wanted to be a little more anonymous. I've got a lot going on in my mind right now and I have to be up bright and early in the morning.

I wish I really could just take my own advice and live one day at a time. I've gotten better about not living in the past but I can't stop worrying about the future. Must have FAITH! Yes, I know...so much easier said than done.

Why do I always want more? Why can't I settle and be happy with what I have? Not so much with material things, but with other things in my life like relationships, family and a job!

I do give myself some credit for recent improvements though and I will tell you all about them...but now now. This is just a bunch of blurbs to get out too many intrusive thoughts that would never allow me to fall asleep.

Not excited about Valentine's Day...more to come on this too I'm sure.

For now this is me...reintroducing myself, saying "hey out there" and signing out for the night!