I have a "Crush" on... (Well you probably already guessed it).. it's "Tim" (AKA: Redwolf times).

I don't really know how it happened. I can "guess" a little, but I really don't know..

Here's the story. Several years ago (I am not good with time, or date.. so this is kinda a guess) "Tim" found my blog on Blogster. At first he was "cool".. soon after he "really" hated some of my posts. He became a "tad" (how do ya say) "Brash" with me. I don't know why he did, but it was an "attraction" to me.

I then centered myself about "learning" everything I can about Tim". He is a "Tad secretive" I noticed. He once posted a pic of himself on "Blogster" (I remember). It's "etched" in my brain. Cute to me.. but really not a "sex symbol". That's not what I like about him anyway.. It's that "strong" Manlike stature.. the "cool'ness" in the way he talks.

I never considered myself Gay.. but I have "re-considered". Tim is just "The Whip"!!! I have asked him to post more pics of himself online (to no avail). I write to him and about him (He does to me also). There is an "obvious connection here". I know he "loves me too", he just can't admit. TIM!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

Tim.. please.. Lets keep this "communication" (between us) open. Ok?!! You know I love you.. I know you (at least) have strong feelings for me. Truely, this is a "wonderous thing we have going"!

Please.. don't tell "Roxi" ok.. Serious on this.. may be something she "don't like". I am not sure.. just "Learning wem things myself"....

Later dude... gary