It pains me to say that...

Gas is DOWN to $3.49 near me.

I have been wanting to post something, more, anything. I am just not really certain what to write about. I tire of talking about business all the time. I feel that my life has become all about business. I guess the circumstances of who I am have dictated that. It is difficult for me now. I have created this monster and now I must feed it. It has stopped being as much fun as it once was. When I was the underdog and was taking jobs it was like a sport. Now, I have so many people working for me that I feel this huge obligation to all of them and must keep them working. Eventhough they understand the way things work and that now that the summer is over it is time for some of them to be laid off for a while. I just keep pushing for more and more worked. I have overwhelmed the office staff and the field superintendents.

My personal life is still nothing special. I have not met the one guy yet that will end my wild and wooly ways. I miss Alex terribly. I saw Johnatahn last week and he asked me if I was seeing anyone. When I told him about Alex, he pegged my response to his leaving. It caused me to think that stating a case, acting logically and giving people the choice and having them live with the consequences may have impacted me negatively too. I guess that cold, detached part of me didn't realize that. It must be a defense mechanism I picked up somewhere along the way. I think from now on, I will be a little more emotionally involved and try and fight for things.

I bought a new phone. My Windows based phone was a piece of junk. It finally died and wasn't going to pay for another replacement. I decided, on advice of our phone girl, to go with a Blackberry. I must say, it was a great decision. I should have done it the first time.

Well, I guess that is it for now. I am really going to try and post more. I want to see MyBloggers grow. For that to happen, we all need to post and comment more so it is picked up by the search engines.

"There ain't no money in it and it'll lead you to an early grave" - Clayton Delaney (Tom T. Hall)

Peace