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Dropped a Bombshell
I finally got me some time with TBD this weekend. Between the two of us we were invited to four parties on Saturday and I really only wanted to go to one. TBD let me have my wish and we went to a BBQ for my girlfriend's birthday.
Beforehand I went early to his place and we chatted about this and that. He blurted out that he was faithful to me during his week in the Black Rock Desert. I thanked him and he told me that he wasn't interested in doing that while he was there. I replied that it was a good thing as I wouldn't have forgiven him for doing that.
He looked at me dumbfounded. I went on to say that I would have left him if he had cheated on me. And again I got a look of confusion. I don't think he even considered that I would leave him over that but I definitely would despite our on-going non-serious relationship status.
I know he's a good guy and I knew that he wouldn't have cheated on me but I've been feeling neglected as we hadn't spent time together for a month. He told me later that his friend T would vouched for him if I wanted proof. I assured him that I trusted him and his word. And I do trust him.
I think I shook him to the core with my statement. I'm curious if this will change the way he treats me... not that he treats me badly. He just doesn't act like he loves me or will love me.
For this, some of my friends want me to find someone new, someone who appreciates me more. Perhaps they are right but I don't feel like I am wasting my time with him. My biological clock is not ticking and hasn't ticked for 15 years. Not to be too blunt, I have the rest of my life to find my soul mate and I'm very much inexplicably drawn to TBD, plus we are having phenomenal sex together.
If for no other reason, I'm sticking with TBD ... for now.
*wink
posted on Sept 8, 2008 5:55 PM ()
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