Yep, Skinny so far has been like other men. He's been texting often but never making solid plans, only excuses of being busy. So I'm giving up on him unless he makes a grand gesture. Cause after all, he's going through a divorce and I know it's not me, it's him. Cause, I'm a hottie.

But he will be sorry when he sees me looking extra sexy and curvy in a little strapless black with white floral print dress at the wedding. By the way, the wedding is Black and White themed. So excited to put on the dress I wore a couple years ago for my birthday and it still looks amazing on me. Just have to spray tan over my running tank tan lines and decide between strappy black heels or knee high black heeled boots. It might be too hot out for the boots.

Ray and I are keeping in touch and he has been giving me advice. We mostly email cause it keeps the sexual tension down. He thought I needed to focus on Skinny but after two weeks, I'm feeling like Skinny is a waste of my energy.

In the meantime, I have been suffering from the search for the perfect birth control pill. Tried 10 days of Mod i con and ended up crying uncontrollably at stupid things all weekend long. Never had a pill do that to me before. So I'm back on Lo estrin hoping for better results - it was fine last year but thought yaz was better. I'm going to experiment with skipping my periods per my doctor's recommendation which is easier on Lo estrin cause I had 3 packs left over from last year (expiration still good).

I'm also spending lots of time de-cluttering my apartment. I have two large closets so this is a huge undertaking. I'm starting on the catch-all living room closet and then I'll tackle my bedroom clothing closet. Ack! Hans helped me get rid of my heavy standard def tv that has been sitting around collecting dust for a while now. Felt good to get that behemoth out of my space.

I am getting some job leads but nothing is starting for over a month so I've got plenty of time to get my apartment into tip top shape.

It would really be nice to have a "boyfriend" to distract me right about now. ;-)