This is for Lynnie & RedImpala:
https://www.ihanna.nu/blog/?p=814
After reading about her, you might get a better sense of her overall mental/emotional well-being.
I believe she overall dispositions herself as a happy, creative person who SOMETIMES (key word here) allows her "ugly" side to come out and treats it as a friend rather than an enemy.
I think the way she expresses her feelings is constructive and healthy.
Only reason I posted what she wrote about Ugly was b/c she seemed to acknowledge its existence and suggested a creative way to express it, whether it is coloring a page of a journal black or whatever.
Certainly is better than destructive actions, no?