This morning in the shower I was thinking about how much things have changed in my life in the past 6 years. I am SO very lucky to have found & married Ron. He's an amazing man who is extremely calm and the perfect balance to my mentally hyper self.
The kiddos! What an unexpected change. I truly believe that Skylar saved my life. In the most minor example, I had to be sober for 9 months... something I did not believe to be possible nor worthwhile. Boy was I wrong! I still over indulge at times but it's so few and far between that it seems negligible, especially given my past propensity for - mildly stating - tomfoolery.
They drive me insane some days of course and every now and then I wonder what life would be like with the freedom I once had without appreciating it. But overall it's fun and while the future world they will be left with scares me, I will do what I can to make their lives as fantastic as possible.
It was an introspective shower. I reflected just how lucky I am that an angel from up above saw I needed a MAJOR life change before I snuffed my life out all on my own.
I also think - wow. I have actually MADE A DIFFERENCE in a friends life recently. She decided to go vegetarian. That makes me happier than anything when someone else decides they can no longer support the meat industry. And, had I not been here, I don't think she would have ever seen "the light". It makes me smile.
It's just kinda cool the way things work out. Hopefully I have a long road before me to see all sorts of miraculous things. We shall see!
Deep thoughts by Kristy. That is all. :-)
push comes to shove, family and friends are the ultimate wealth. So sorry
about Kraymer, He has been such a loyal and dear friend. I wish dogs
lived a long time.