I am feeling really shitty. I don't know what in the hell I have said/done and I am met with nil response from the other camp. My mother (who normally comes round on a Thursday) hasn't even shown up.

With it being the school holidays I haven't even had a chance to seek adult company so I am pretty much sitting here wallowing in a state of confusion. I was going to take the kids out this afternoon but they played up so badly this morning that they are under house arrest which isn't helping my situation. But with my lot if you don't stick to your guns they come back and bite you on the ass later on. Thankfully they are playing nicely (or so I hope they are a tad on the quiet side) and harmony seems to be restoring itself.

I am tempted to call my mums and with hold my number incase I bottle it when they answer. My sister is living there just now. I really should talk to her but she splits her time between there, her bf's flat and the aerobics class. I think she has a class on tonight but I don't know.

OMG frickin family. They shit on you more than anyone else and you are meant to love them unconditionally WTF is that all about?