Well I finally hit the stage. Me and my sister Moses Malone went to Carmen's Comedy club and I performed on the open mic. Can you say orgasmic?

It is hard to describe what it feels like to hear people laugh and clap and all that. It is better than sex, almost!

I had thought since I have not been able to write any real stuff for a while that I had lost my funny. I was scared that it was not going to come back and I would have to retire the jokes, but no not the case.

Everyone laughed. It just makes me sit here and giggle like a little school girl. Funny is all I have ever had and without it I was starting to feel like a withered, used up, mommy robot! Fetching food and doing laundry and begrudging the kids and the man for taking over my life and leaving my dreams a little pile of dust.

I am so excited. I am so happy and grateful it is back. I will keep a better eye on my funnies so I don't miss place them again.