I awoke this morning with a guy in my bed. Not the first time it has happened.

It was a little different. I met his parents last night. I am older then they are. That was a little weird. They like me. We all had a great time. It wasn't a "I want you to meet my parents" kind of thing. They were visiting from Louisiana and we had dinner with them.

Afterwards, we went back to my house. We snuggled up and went to sleep. We awoke this morning and snuggled for a while longer. Then we showered and I took him to work. He mentioned how nice it was to wake up to me.

He is the same Yet he is different.

I think he wants to have a relationship. I like the sex. I don't know how or if I could work a relationship with him.

It's funny, the only person I have ever really loved just did not do it for me sexually. That is still he only person I still love. This guy, really does it for me sexually, emotionally, I just don't know.

So, tomorrow, I am taking Amy, M & J to Sea World. I get jealous around Amy and J. I know it sounds weird, but I still fell like Amy is mine. J is n interloper. I like him. So it is all kind of twisted and weird.

M,she is a daddy's girl. She knows she will get pretty much whatever she asks for.

Life goes on.

Peace