It seems like time is just flying by these days. I can't believe it is already March 17. Wasn't it just the 1st a minute ago?

I haven't been posting much even though I have had many things on my mind. In a way, I miss the anonymity I once had. Since I have become friends with many of you I tend to censor things I say. For some reason I do not want anyone I know to think less of me because of something I have said or thought or done. Which is surreal because in real life, I don't really give a rat's ass about what most people think about what I do or say.

Amy and J are getting married on Saturday. We went out this weekend and saw "Horton Hears a Who". We also visited the puppy I bought her. It has grown and we can pick it up in three more weeks. We also bought M a bedroom set and we all had dinner together.

It is funny. In the past when we all went places, I felt close and it seemed like J was the outsider. This weekend was the first time I felt like the outsider. I did not like it one little bit. Amy and J also closed on their home today. That is why we purchased M the new bedroom furniture. We want her to feel like it is her room. This is going to be a very big change for her.

I drove around the hood looking for Jonathan on Saturday night. No one has heard or seen him in over a month. I have this terrible feeling something bad has happened. I know it is over but for some reason I keep thinking of him. None of the new guys compare. They all fall short and they all end up lacking. I lose interest very quickly. Even when they really try to keep me interested I just get bored. He was always a challenge to me. I still miss him very much.

Business is going well. We are off to a great start. It looks like we could exceed projections again this year. I am on top of the world professionally and it feels as if I can do no wrong. I am in the zone. The "shark in a pool of goldfish" is back and no one can stop me.

Well, that's it for now. Maybe I'll post more later. Maybe I'll wait a couple of weeks again. I wish i had the motivation on here. Or the time. I have been extremely busy.

Peace