Work has been kinda sucky this week... okay this month. I've got people breathing down my neck pretending they are the only ones I'm dealing with right now. Egos are flying left and right and it's making my head spin.
The sinus headache I had yesterday did not help when one of my bosses came in telling me that he wants me to do more data entry and that'll be easy. Yeah, cause you aren't doing it.
I have to make a few hundred dollars stretch for the next few weeks when I've got bills that total more than I have right now.
:deep breath in: slowly letting it out:
I'm just anxiously looking forward to spin/cycle class tonight and the weekend that is almost here... almost.
I just hope I can hang out with TBD this weekend as I missed him last weekend. He really helps me detox. I think he finally gets that I'm really as easy going as I seem with him. Mostly because I have no expectations for anything long term.
I don't make plans for the future anymore because everything changes, life changes, and it's easier for me to roll with the punches. There's only so much you can prepare for anyway and my inner-girl-scout does enough prepping.
I had my Zen, I just need to find it again.