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Want a Line?

I had long ago forgotten what quiet peace was like. Riddled by voices only I was privy too and the constant noise of others who made no sense to me, I could not rest.
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Strange, how her illness comforted me. Another soul trapped and fighting, I was glad she was there.
We fought on a couple of occasions. Both lasted only seconds but left marks. She was, and still is, very sick, a mere vessel, carrying out the will of an unseen intruder. I saw her without it once or twice, but never for very long. Once stripped naked, just as a baby, she could not survive. She had no choice but to succumb.

"Hey girl, you want to get high?" she said
What? I could see she had some white powder under her nose. Your kidding right?
"C'mon, shhh." Following her down the freshly buffed corridor I couldn't help but start laughing. 
"Shhhh, I don't want to get busted." Her seriousness only made me want to laugh louder.
"In here, watch the door." 
Well I didn't, I was too busy watching her pour out a "line" of Tide and snort it!  
"Man, your going to kill yourself, that's not coke. Isn't your nose on fire"?
She just laughed and laughed, obviously forgetting about being quiet. I started laughing again too, shit she looked so funny snorting laundry soap and snubbing the end of her nose.
"Whats going on in here!" Staffer John said.
"Want a line?" she asked him. 
 

posted on Apr 9, 2008 6:30 PM ()

Comments:

Like janetk, I often read your posts and don't know how to respond, possibly because I do not know what I am reading. Am I reading personal experience or just darn good, well-written fiction? Does it matter? I think my former life as a clinical social worker has left its mark upon me. If it is personal experience, then I am reading horrific pain. If it is fiction, then I can suspend reality and relish the beautiful prose.
comment by dragonflyby on June 1, 2008 2:47 PM ()
Sniffing Tide! How sad; but not as sad as stripping her of all dignity.
comment by redimpala on Apr 11, 2008 11:29 AM ()
Sounds like she was being brainwashed.(Sorry!)
comment by hayduke on Apr 11, 2008 9:37 AM ()
I don't think I'd be able to hold in my laughter either. She really gives new meaning to the saying, "Keep your nose clean."
comment by mellowdee on Apr 11, 2008 9:13 AM ()
Not thank you but desperate times call for desperate measures I guess!
comment by frogfenatic on Apr 10, 2008 10:57 PM ()
comment by justmyopinion on Apr 10, 2008 3:12 PM ()
Umm, she was actually sniffing laundry powder?? It's a wonder she didn't get sick. It is kind of funny...
comment by sunlight on Apr 9, 2008 11:11 PM ()
comment by strider333 on Apr 9, 2008 7:42 PM ()
comment by strider333 on Apr 9, 2008 7:41 PM ()
comment by strider333 on Apr 9, 2008 7:41 PM ()
I'm never quite sure how to comment on your posts....
comment by janetk on Apr 9, 2008 7:25 PM ()
comment by lynnie on Apr 9, 2008 6:33 PM ()

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