I had an interesting weekend indeed. I actually extended it due to not feeling well yesterday - I stayed home on the couch and slept a lot of the day away, and it was wonderful... now if only my stomach would heal thyself all would be well! Some day...

Friday night R and I went out to dinner and SB met up with us. R started telling me that he wants to make a deal with the other co-owner of the barn. At first I thought he was offering to give up too much, but now the more I think about it, it could be our ticket to FREEDOM from the GD place (the barn), which we really would love. We'd be free to move!

R had said that if he got out of the barn deal I could quit my job and he'd pay off my debts. Does that not sound IDEAL??? For some reason I panicked upon hearing that. Quit my job? What if we break up? Would I be completely dependent on him for any and all cash? I would still have the pt job, but that's not enough for what I like to spend...

Anywho, he said the *most perfect* thing a man has ever said to me and it seriously freaked me out. I told him it wouldn't even be an option for me unless we were at least engaged. He said well yeah, of course. Hmmm. Anywho, SB and I tried to talk him out of this, I think he might be giving up on the investment too cheaply if he goes that route, but MAN we'd be FREE from the place and FREE to move and I wouldn't need to work as much... maybe I could get two part time jobs? I dunno. But wow. I was blown away.

This morning I was thinking about this more and realized that the mortgage he pays on the barn is just about equal to my salary. Seriously. It's actually 3k less that my salary, but after taxes and shite I am sure it's much more than my salary!!!

R didn't mention this deal to the other co-owner since SB and I were like don't be stupid, it's over a million dollar investment, don't throw it away for 200k... although he would save A LOT on the mortgage every year... we wouldn't be trapped... this deal has been going on since 2005 and it seriously seems never ending...

I dunno.

I want my headache to disappear and my tummy to heal. I hafta work after work tonight so I am sure I will be ready for bed as soon as I get back home. I am supposed to make sales tonight. EEEEEEEK! We'll see how it goes...

Happy Tuesday peeps!