
You get to a certain age, you start to say, I'm never gonna do this, I'm never gonna do that, blah blah blah. I don't know, I've just been thinking all day about it. I'm NOT HAPPY about turning fifty! But.....I am grateful I suppose, it DOES beat the alternative. Mine was a "wild" youth. I could have died in so many differnt ways. I've driven drunk when I could barely walk to the car.(not proud of that) Taken enough drugs to kill a healthy horse.....been shot at, knife fights, beat down etc etc. I AM happy I survived all that....but....I'm not seeing so many good things coming down the pike this side of heaven either. My Dad died of liver cancer, my grandpa of lung cancer....I smoke like a chimney, of course there is the bright spot, my Mom is Seventy three. Of course she is practically crippled with ellers danlo's ( or something like that)....Oey vey. Oh well, I'll be alright I suppose. If you have words of wisdom for me please comment. I'll probably delete this post anyway so hurry...
One more "old saying", then I'll close. "They say life begins at forty", again this is true.....what "they" don't tell you is it begins to FALL APART!
Just my opinion
Bill