I was thinking about last weeks. Since December 19 till January 4, I almost didn't visit MyBloggers/blogster at all. Just because I had no possibility to do it or because I was too busy.
I must admit I missed it. It says enough about how you get used to read blogs of people you never met in person. These sites are special to me because there are so many posts about so many subjects. From politics to art, from books to pictures, from religion to sex. I like them all (of the ones on my friends list), but must admit I like the personal ones the most.
I read posts now since almost 3 years and it gave me many e-friends.
Some friends left already for several reason and I still feel it a pity they aren't posting anymore. I always try to keep in contact with them but also realize its difficult to keep the contacts well. The ones who left also need to want keeping up the contacts.
I still feel it a pity Matt and Peter (Clovis) left. Also Chris stopped writing. They always posted beautiful blogs.
It also feels good there are new bloggers, with new points of view.
"the other site" is doing better and better I must admit and I started copying my post to there as well again. Much faster it is right now. I noticed some of the bloggers here start posting there more and more. It feels good I don't notice much anymore about the fights and calling names-posts over there.

I also must admit that life becomes more busy and busy. Time to read all posts and time to post myself becomes lesser and lesser, cause of all the other things we want to do. I feel sorry about the fact I missed a lot of posts in the weeks I wasnt here. Time to read all missed posts isn't available so whenever it is possible here I will try to read those missed ones.
With some of my friends here I chat now and then. That is something I haven't done for a lot of weeks as well, apart from Bruno to whom I chat daily. Things are coming back to normal again here in my house so I hope I can continue the chatting as well again.

Something is bothering a bit. I don't know if its age or something like that, but I feel so emotional lately. There were issues which made me feel emotional last days but I could explain that very well to myself and it was normal to be emotional.
I always have been a "soft" one, but always was able to keep my eyes dry.
Since the death of my father, 7 years ago, it all changed a bit.
More and more with special things on TV I feel so silly I cant keep my eyes dry.
When I read a book last year I also wasnt able to keep on reading. With films I can a bit understand it but reading "fiction" and getting emotional the way I was kept me thinking.