It has been quite a weekend. What started with an occasional "hi, how are you?" after not talking (without any reason btw, we just werent online at the same time) to my friend D for quite some time, ended in some serious and good chats with him.
His situation kept me busy (and still does). There always has been a "special something" between us because after all he was my first online e-friend whom I met on yahoo. I was indeed confused last Friday. D was rather desperate and I understood his feelings so well. The way he always talked about his bf was with so much respect and love. He missed M so terribly when he was in Italy for quite some time and he felt so happy when M returned. I didnt expected M's decision at all, but need to respect it..
I didnt know what to do to help him so I suggested to write things down to keep his mind busy. Asked him if it was ok for him I would make a post of it here. He agreed and, some might seen it, he even started his own page here as well.
I only can say thx to those who commented. It made D feel better be sure of that. Aaron, James and Peter, thx for your comments. It helped him a lot I am sure. Also thx for passing by at his site on mybloggers. He will have a hard month waiting for M's decision. He told me he will not be a "needy" person. He loves M so much but realises that M also need to decide for himself. D only will know then if M really loves him, so there will be a future for them both.
Meanwhile it will keep my mind busy as well as it will do at D's off course.
I just wanna say: he is special for me and things like this can happen but also hurt as well. Wish I could do more for him.
Thx! (K)(K)(K)