I found another house and fell in love, big kitchen, fireplace (super useful for those 70 degree winter nights in Florida surely) 3 FULL bathrooms and there isn't a darn thing I need to do to it before I moved in. It's even in a good "gentrified" area of town.

Sooooo, I put a bid on it and the day after I did that, the owner of the house excepted it. I've even got it set up to be inspected next week. So as I am getting ready to sign 30 years of my life and wages away I wonder.....

.....What in God's name did I do?

Am I completely and utterly crazy to be trying to buy a home when the job market is so scary. I'm I really sure I love this place to make such a big commitment. I mean really I can't commit to a person how on earth can I commit to something made of siding and drywall, although I think I could love the walk in closet in the master bedroom until the end of time....with a little "my own, no boys allowed" bathroom love on the side. AHHHHHH see what I mean. I can't even have a solid favorite room, there always has to be one more thing.

So really, what I am saying here is do I really want to throw my mind, body and Soul into something that I cannot say I will still want it 10 years, or even 5?

I don't know