Have you ever read about "personality types"? From what I read, I have the worst possible.

I've posted a lot of blogs today. Read them. They are all me. They aren't bad.. just talking.

It's about 4am right now. I just woke up. I am a bit pissed about some things...

When you read about "personality types", you will find some "get mad, and just say", you will find some "never tell". You will find "What those expert fuck heads say", is the worst. The worst to them are those that HOLD crap in, then "Blow".. and no stopping those assholes! I happen to be one of those.

I know I have that personality. I'll hold chit in for ever and ever. I'll seem like that "Ghandi" dork to everyone mostly. Things collect in my brain, and at some point they come out. Once they do.. really no stopping me.

I am NOT mad at Roxann, her kids or family. They are cool. Some of mine I am. I'm ready to blow a "Bitch fit" on some. The thing is, I know certain ones did things that "hurt" in the long run. I'll either hold it in, or "blow up" like I feel I should.

Ok. get this. Much of the family has been telling me things about certain people. Emails and everything about me. I didn't want to read, and didn't. They had the emails, wanted me to see.

I don't want to go into details. I have "absolute" no problem bringing this all to the table. My "reservation" happens to be.. do I want a "major family problem"? If I say what I really think,, it will be. Trust my ass on this.

Ok, I guess I can say part. My "stepmom" is the problem. She always seems "nicy nice" but behind the scenes she isn't. She doesn't even know what others say to me. I lost my kids because of her... she got me "out of the will".. but she will always sound "super nice". My brother, and sister in law always told me stuff. They are on my side. This was a woman who had nothing, and got with my dad. She only wants things for her natural kids. I really could give a flying rats ass about the "will", but I 100% care about her causing me to lose my kids. She always seems NICE, but is a bitch at heart. If I start bringing it up, it will cause MAJOR problems in the family.

Dad likes her. He is happy being with her. They been together 25 yrs. If I bring problems about her, me and my brother will agree. That means, dad will be in a "problem". His kids against his wife. I don't want that either. Neither do I want her to be this "pretend not to be" bitch!

She does alot. She mails out "Birthday cards" alot. To me.. she is fake..

Not sure what I will do.. really.. hopefully the "worst personality" hides...

Gary