I am a "Firm" believer of "Give to thee that asks of thee (A Biblical quote).

Today, on the way to the show. There was a "Homeless" guy with a sign (I'm homeless, need help). I had money in my pocket. Roxann was driving because I was tired. I told her to "Pull over" because I wanted to give some money. I did. Not tons, I helped out.

This is what "pisses me off". To no end really! Most of the people in "churches" won't/wouldn't stop to help. Now when I listen to them, they say.. I can't do that. What if he's drinking, doing drugs... I just can't do it (they say).

Personally, I don't give a "flying fuck" what he does with the money! If he's "addicted to alcohol or drugs", I can't decide that. If he is, can't quit on his own anyway. All I see is right now, there is a man. A man standing in the road with a sign. Degrading to him for sure. I looked in his "eyes" He was hurting. I wanted to do more, but I got a large family here too. He needed some "help" and all I could do was give a little. I'll always give what I can to help. I don't care what they do with it.

A man that is say "40-60" that would stand in road. With a "sign like that". They either have "Huge mental issues".. or life just fucked up on them. I don't know. All I know.. I am one that will help if I can. If I get a chance to "talk" to them I will. If not.. "On your own buddy". The point is.. I want to help the best I can. But I don't have time to understand their life. I don't have time to care about the money I give. Do whatever you want. Lie to me if you have too. I'm giving it, because I realize you need help. You'll do either "good or bad" with it. I care neither way. Use my money, whatever way makes you happy. Sure, I want the best for them. But just giving a few bucks.. they decide, I leave.

Today at the show. There was this "older" Black gentleman. Oh he was all nice. Drunk off his ass before "noon". He comes up to me. His "eyes" all glazed over. Clearly drunk as chit. Anyway, he asked for a "cigarette". I thought to myself.. yeah.. I'll give some smokes. Obviously a bum, but he'd feel a little better. So he "seen I was a nice guy"...

Then he starts pushing this chit. Oh, honestly I had over $1000 cash in my pocket. He probably seen it when I pulled it out to buy some "Fudge" from a vendor. He wanted me to buy him a beer. I said NO, can't do it. He was like "I know you have money". Dude, I feed 5 kids... and your drunk as chit at noon. I gave you "smokes".. life is good, be happy...

I probably would've bought him a beer. Had he not came up all "cocked" to me. I get free beer's all the time. I knew he wouldn't be gettting a "withdrawl". The "Contrast" to me. The dude I seen standing by the road. I felt really needed help. This guy,,, only wanted to drink all day and not work for it.

Give to "Thee", that askest's of "Thee"... Guy by the road, or this guy. What does "God want"? I just do what I feel is right.

Gary