I'm NOT fluccking Oprah, and I sure as hell ain't "Dr Phil"..

They are like "he does this because", "She does this because".. naw, I am a little more "direct then they are". They "say what they think".. yes, but I am a tad more "not as nicely".

That is what has been "pissing" me off lately. I want you to understand a few things. Stephen and Jeremy "Roxann's kids" pretty do whatever they want. They "DON'T try to help out here, and "everyone knows it". Neighbors, grandparents,, ALL!

Roxann works an "8" hour job. During that time, I cut coins, watch "Sebastian". Then we go to a show, and I cut orders "8" hours a day or so. Nonstop. We are "working our asses off" to help these kids. No respect, nothing. Actually they are more like "can you get me this, or get me that"..

Stephen (17) was asked to "clean up a little around here". While we left. While we worked another full day. I made money at the show, bought groceries. Feed his fucking ass...

We came home. He did "nothing".. no dishes, no picking up the floor (this is all the time really). So I talked to him. I am like "Stephen"?? I worked "8" hours so you could eat. You couldn't "like do anything"? No (he says).. sorry, I was helping out at my church. He tells me, I was all day helping them "do this and that"....

To me.. what the "FUCK" is so important about the "church"? Church is great, but this sure isn't what Jesus teaches. I think,, your "family is important too".

I asked him to help clean up. He refused, sat his ass in the chair.

I didn't say nothing. Not right away anyway. I started doing all his "jobs". His jobs would take 20 minutes tops. His mom saw me doing this all.....

She told him.. Gary is doing the dishes,, Gary is cleaning up everything. He continued to sit there. Gary already bought you food, and is cooking "Spaghetti". So you have something to eat.

What I know is this. Stephen (and Jeremy) couldn't give a flying fuck. They do what they want, when they want. They don't care.

I went out, and started cleaning the "kitchen", plus made a huge pot of food. Suddenly, Stephen comes in (after I did hours of work). He says.. "Gary you don't need to do that, I wanna help".. I say.. "Thanks fucker, where were you were before it was almost done?

I tell him.. "Your mom works 8 hours a day".. me too. And you can't spend an hour to help.. with your messes? Pathetic to me. I'll be the "first man" in this world, to ban a kid from church. I promise!! If his "church" is keeping him from helping with "simple things here"... I will NOT support it!

I buy maybe $100 (a week)in groceries to feed their asses. And I can't get them to "simply" take care of a plate after eating?

Fuck it.. I am not "Oprah".. I am not "Phil".. I'll deal with this the way I gotta.. Sooner or later, things will change. Or I promise.. I'm gone!

Later, Gary