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I wasn't so upset about my vehicle breaking down - that was until tonight. I really don't mind anything regarding the van - all but that I have my son every other day. And my ex- husband lives three towns away -(fifteen minutes) not bad but now that I don't have a car I can not him to school in the mornings. So I am unable to go get him and drop him off to school in the morning - and I missed a baseball game tonight
. This is why I have been looking for a place to live in the same town as my ex - it would be easier for me because of the rising gas prices. I as of yet have not found a place - I actually have a lease here until November but I would break it for my son. This way he could catch the bus and or walk over everyday. It is a weird arrangement but it works for us and our son is very happy about it - he is able to be with each of us during the week and he doesn't have to wait every other week to see his dad. And I would not want that either for him. It does end up costing me alot in gas - and eventually I will be in that town - so these things won't affect him.
I feel like such a awful person right now - there have been times when I didn't have gas but this is different. I can not go a few days without seeing my little man - he is why I breathe. There isn't anything I can do tonight and I am only getting upset - so I will go rest!
