While we were in our class on Sunday the speaker mentioned using cheese wizz to distract your dog... what a NOVEL and WONDERFUL idea that was! This morning I used it while walking Kraymer and a dog passed behind us while barking at us, prolly 6 or 7 yards away, and my Kraymer was totally all consumed on getting his cheese wizz. AWESOME! Normally I would have been building my muscles trying to hold my crazy dawg back while he barked and lunged at the other dog...

So... blogster. I have decided that I am using that for the "darker" side of me. This one here is for the light and fluffy side of life. haha or most of it anyways...

Yesterday we got an email from one of R's friends girlfriends saying that R's friend popped the question over the weekend and they are getting married this fall. Barf. They have not been together as long as R and I. Why does this BUG me sooooo very much??? All I can say is it does. A lot. "He's just not that into you if he doesn't want to marry you" is all that is going through my head and it's driving me insane. I was up at 5am thinking about that today. Not a happy camper. I am trying to remind myself (constantly) that he does care and someday he just might propose. Then there is the side of me that doesn't care to get married anyways. WTF? I can't figure me out either. I think it's just knowing that he cares that much is all that really matters. I could stay engaged for 12 years and be fine with it.

My car is making new friends today at the shop. The light came on again. Bleh. This time it was accompanied by the smell of burning, so I figured I had best get it checked out. I hope my entire tax refund is not spent before I have it. I really want to pay off that blasted student loan!

The interview last night went well. If I am offered the position, which it truly seemed as though that would be the case, I will take it. BUT there is some sales involved... I would need to sell some products as well as some classes so that makes me nervous. A sales person I am NOT! That and my public speaking fear... Sooo we'll see what the universe offers. I hope I will be fine either way...

Happy Wednesday peeps!