The weekend was decent. I worked 13 hours on Friday and then again on Saturday, then R and I were off to a party at the barn. It was FUN from what I remember. I apparently got entirely too trashed… oopsy. Sunday was a waste of a day because I was completely hung over. I was on the couch for the duration and happy with that. I really should have been CLEANING for the upcoming parental visit and also preparing for my upcoming training classes. EEK!

I haven’t been sleeping well lately. I keep waking up in a panic due to this dayum training class starting. I have 3 new classes starting next week. I am scared out of my mind I tell you! My stores full time trainer made me talk a little tiny bit in class last night. It was scary and I botched things up but I did it. AND the speaking part wasn’t toooo bad, but combining showing people what their dogs are supposed to be doing with trying to explain it, well, brain overload when you are nervous!!!

Anywho, last night I didn’t sleep well due to severely loud thunderstorms, which I kinda like, but not when they wake me up. I also had the strangest dream that was totally unsettling. I was with an ex but I kept calling him R. We were on vacation in Cambodia or some strange place, and he was involved with a drug lord. I was scared because the drug lord and friends were taunting us and I didn’t feel safe at all. I ended up leaving our room with a towel as my blanket and hanging out in other places to sleep, a public bathroom for instance, til I found out it was part of someone elses room. One place had tons of Alpaca going by and some were very friendly. VERY STRANGE! There’s a lot more to it but it’s boring I am sure.

Tonight I am meeting with the trainer to go over note cards for myself and other such things. We are meeting outside of work, which is lovely, although we aren’t getting paid for it. She’s very nice to give up her free time to help me become more self assured!!! I hope this helps though. Geez. I need sleep in the worst way!!!

Happy Tuesday peeps!