I wonder this lately...

*as I decide to pass up football this Sunday to look for wedding dresses with SB. WHAT? WHO???

*when I am EXCITED to be looking for a dress. I have always thought wedding dresses were a huge waste of money for a single day. And um, I am kinda excited about going to look. wtf mate?

*as I plan this large affair that is going to be a pain in my arse for some time to come... I had always thought I would elope then have a big party. Here I am having a small ceremony and a large reception... close, but um... not quite what I thought I wanted?? Who am I again?

A shout out to SB for being fabulous. Her and I often bitched about others weddings for some time, and now she is here for me completely. She is an amazing woman.

I wonder how people seem to know theme's and designs and centerpieces and floral arrangements and stuff like that. Some people seem to KNOW what they want in terms of dresses, ceremony songs, reception ambiance, etc. I apparently have no idea what I want as I am not doing anything I thought I would.

Again, who am I????