It’s full of possibilities...

A co-worker of mine is going to look at the condo sometime soon to see if he’s interested in it. If all that works out, R and I would be free to rent a bigger place with a yard, and also would have one less tie holding us here. I am on the fence with this idea because it seems like if we are going to pay rent, I might as well pay down the mortgage that comes back to me, know what I mean? But the thought of having a bigger place with a yard, being able to pay off the last credit card debt and possibly going full time as a dog trainer – well, then it all sounds kinda worth it. At this point it’s only a semi possibility. For everything to work out like I want it to right now would take a lot, but dare to dream, ya know?

I also toyed with the idea of moving down to Richmond, VA for a year because the rent and cost of living is cheaper. R could live in the barn so he's close to work and we could see each other on weekends or whatever. It’s about a 2 hour difference depending on traffic. This idea appeals less to R than to me because I have a cousin in Richmond who’s hubby is a vet at the place I work. If I could transfer to a nearby store or his store, be a full time trainer and get discounts on his services, well --- it seems win win, aside from the obvious being away from R. Needless to say, R has been sending me a local place we can rent every time I send him one for Richmond. Haha

I am really looking for a way out of the full time job to focus more on what I have found to be a true passion. I know it will all work out in the end, I am just lacking patience and I want to learn learn learn as much as I can. It’s like my brain is hungry and I want to feed it til it’s stuffed with knowledge. I want to be a person people can come to with any dog question and I want to have an answer that will help them with their pup. That’s what I want. I know I will never have all the answers, but I truly strive to gain as much knowledge as I can on this topic.

Anywho! Those are my thoughts at the moment... oh and Kraymer is doing mucho bettero!!! YAY! Happy hump day peeps!