My boss is annoying me a lot lately. I REALLY and TRULY hate it when she asks me to tend to her personal shit... I just want to say something back like - oh, did I get a promotion now that I am your personal assistant along with your office bitch? But I hold back. hehe It annoys me though. And she's been VERY needy of late...

Last night I went to the part time job thinking I'd be in and out. I then realized that expectations are the bane of my existence and I wish I didn't have them. Ever. They only lead to disappointment and let down and frustration. Why bother? I ended up leaving about an hour after I thought I would but it was still early enough for me to go to the store for party supplies. So that was good... I got home after 9... bleh.

Tonight I go over the training book with the store manager, then tomorrow I am off to the other store to start the hands on training. I keep trying to tell myself that I will love love love it and it'll all be worthwhile but then when I head to work I think of how R has the evening to himself on the couch watching movies or playing the wii or doing whatever the hell he wants, really, and it annoys the crap out of me that I put myself in this situation to have no free time.

But I need to get over it. When will I? Well screw that, I don't wanna have a time frame in my mind because it will just be another expectation that will cause me frustration and anguish in the end...

I NEED THURSDAY AFTERNOON TO BE HERE!!!!

Ah, life... Happy Tuesday!