Just some facts of the last weeks:
Last post was on May 30, that day i wrote about my feelings for L and the problems I have with that. Well, although I made such a hard and difficult decision, my feelings for him have not changed at all. I still think about him all day. Every day I still look forward to see him, but on the other hand it also hurts seeing him (if you know what I mean). What bothers me the most is that I see him feeling deeply hurt as well. He deserves so much more and I feel so guilty about it. What we shared together I will never share with anyone else. Sounds dramatic perhaps but it is how I feel.
At school I followed a course "how to face aggression with students". In 3 sessions we did a lot of practical situations with an actor... It was really interesting and although I always hate roll playing these ones were nice to do. Problem is that in theory I know a lot about aggression but how to act when I really face it.....

We ( my wife and I) went to the theatre 2 times...interesting stand up comedians, lots of fun to watch. We also met an old colleague there and made an appointment to visit her ( and her husband). We already went there and it was a great night. It's always nice to bring back all kinds of old memories ( all about 15 years ago). Students of those classes are making plans for a nice reunion. Would be fun I think to see how those students have grown up now.

At school the stress isn't gone yet Graduation is planned next month and to make that a success a lot has to be done with the new software. I only can hope all will be fixed in time... ( but I still believe in that)

I had a new blood test ( the one I had half a year ago showed some high levels and my doctor was a bit afraid for diabetes). Well the results were then same..all was ok (also PSA) the levels were as high as last test so he decided to do a test every half year from now on.

My wife bought herself an e-reader and we tried it out. Its magnificent and I will buy on e myself next week ( cause its difficult to share books this way lol). Pity they are quite expensive. Reading an e-reader is more relaxing then reading a book. I know in the beginning you will miss the paper..... but its light its easy you don't need two hands on the book...its more relaxing so.... I can recommend it to all (I don't mention the easy way to get new books btw).

Last weekend we had a social day out with my father in law. Once a year we go for a nice tour. He always likes those rides so much. We had great weather, made a nice tour in a nice part of my country. Had lunch at the waterside somewhere and had a good dinner. These days always make u tired a bit but my father in law liked it a lot and that's why we do it.

Finally I need to mention that I am able to comment on blogster posts at home. It all was a browser problem. With IE8 I have problems commenting an sending messages with blogster. I downloaded google chrome (also because I had problems with a certain forum) and all works perfect. Although I am a great IE-fan ..... Chrome made me change my mind alot.

Will keep you informed