Finally I am able to write some things here. I know its been a while since my last post (except the song-ones). Its not that much happened here its is just because I don't have the time for it at the moment. At work its rather busy and at home its still busy cause of the rebuilding. I painted the window frames several times and I am still not satisfied completely. I will get used to some "ugly spots" but I am certain I will repaint in summer I think again.
Last Monday the brought the new wooden floor. Because wood "works" as we say it here, it is necessary the floor will remain some days in the room where it will be laid. Next Sunday someone will come to finish the floor.
I also am busy with the heating radiators. We ordered them already last August and they need to be installed before next Sunday. It took some phone calls but finally I could make an appointment for Thursday. Both radiators will be installed so another problem I can delete from my list. I also made an appointment with the guy who installed the kitchen. Cause of the new floor it wasnt possible to finish his job. The baseboards will be made next Monday. He also will install a new sink for in the old one there was some damage. Last thing to do is the Luxaflex. I still need to make an appointment for that but I will do that soon. It really will feel good to be able bringing our furniture back in the house. I have had it with my camping chairs now and just want my couch back.
Last Sunday my wife and I went to an exhibition in the Frans Hals Museum in Haarlem. It was about the so called Golden age in Holland (17th century). That age was called the golden age because citizens felt "free" , liberated from King Philip II of Spain and that brought a great economic development which also had its effects in art. The golden age started actually in Haarlem (my place of birth) and that is were the exhibition was about. For those who are interested:

https://www.franshalsmuseum.nl/home-69_haarlem_the_cradle_of_the_golden_age.html

I also want to explain something personal. Some of you might know about my personal situation. Its difficult sometimes living with the feelings I have but I can manage. I am used to the situation and still love my wife a lot. You all know about my feelings for Bruno and I only can say I really love him a lot. I am aware of the fact that its "internet", but that is the problem with feelings, they are just there. I enjoy every minute of those feelings and feel myself lucky to be able to share a lot of my thoughts with Bruno who has to deal with the same problems as well. What I feel for him I never experienced before and I cherish every minute of it.
I know some of you reject my behavior (cause I am a married man after all), the only thing I can say about it is that you (I) cant hide feelings when they just are there. I can discuss them with Bruno and I only can say chatting with him feels good, comfortable and relaxing. I care about him a lot, he doesn't mind our difference in age, I know he cares about me and that feels great. Its only a pity he lives so far away..... What started as just sharing thoughts about 3 months ago, because we are in a same situation, became quite a strong relation and I cherish every minute of it. I am aware of the impossibilities and I know Bruno know them as well.