Did you ever notice that sometimes you can see better  when  your sitting in the dark?

I have found that I like “New Age “ music. When I am in a retrospective mood it helps my mind wander. I can think about  1,000 things and maybe find the answer  to the one thing that is bothering me. Of course a glass of  an adult beverage helps .

I am setting out on a new page  in my book of life-and to tell you the truth it scares the life out of me. I am not in control  and that is a new feeling.

There is an excuse people use-God made me do it. Well guess what he didn’t. He gave us free will, he gave us the right to make choices. I guess that is a blessing-somedays I am not real sure. But at this late time in my life- choices seem to be my middle name. I hope I am grown up enough to make them.

I start my new job Friday.

I have a new lady in my life- a good one.

My health is good.

I have friends-real ones.

And at times I feel so alone, I know the light at the end tunnel is a train coming the other way.

But what are you going to do?

I guess you sit in the dark and think and hope you can see.

No I am not depressed, concerned yes.

And life goes on.