My children just left to go with their Dad for the week. I started crying like a baby the second they closed the door. My daughter was late getting back from her camping trip and I only got to see her about 15 or 20 minutes. Long enough to pick her up, unload her stuff and send her on her way again. It just broke my heart. I went to get her from the girl scout hut and she immediately broke into tears because she missed me so much. I wanted to cry but held it together. I missed her so much and now I'm going to miss her more. Thursday night before her trip Haley lost it. She cried and was so sick because of the divorce. She was in the bathroom most of the night. She was crying and needed me to hold her. It broke my heart. Haley is taking the divorce very hard. She doesn't like me to mention what she refers to as the "D" word. It is moments like tonight and Thursday night before she left on her trip that makes me wish we could make our marriage work. I know Aaron misses them very much too and I'm very grateful Aaron is so willing to work with me. He said I could have dinner with them on Tuesday or Wednesday. I'm going to have to stay really busy and go to bed very early to make it through this week.