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Not Sure~
Not Sure~
Here at the computer is my kitchen windows.I hear the birds singing,see the big trees swaying to the breeze,to my right is a mirror.I look at myself and say where have the yrs gone.I wish i had taken better care of myself.I always thought I'd do it tomorrow or next wk.I start to remember things my grandmother always told me-every night wash your face with Noxzema,brush your teeth with baking soda,put lotion on your body before bed.I miss her.It is hard to believe that 2yrs of worry,stress can age one so.The war put a hurting on myself and my husband.I hate that i long for a better future,and my past.I wish i could just live NOW!I such problems with that.Yet it seems just like yesterday that i was pregnant with Campbell.Hell she's 16 months old.Growing like a little weed.My son is inch or maybe 2 shorter than i am.I'm 5'8 almost 9.If time keeps going like this for me.Before i know it he will be 18.Wow.I really don't know what this post is about.I guess i don't have to huh?C is watching Mickey Mouse.Son is still sleeping,hubby at VA.I've started my cleaning.(never-ending)Yesterday i found some old stuff from my teens.It shook me a bit i suppose.Memories good and bad.Hard and sad.I wish i knew what i was trying to figure out in my head.Sometimes i just can't.I read others blogs and they seem to have it all.All together.I don't read any sad,or mad blogs.That keeps me from blogging sometimes.For rarely am i a happy blogger.Anyway it's getting cloudy now.My first load of clothes are done.Angie
posted on May 27, 2008 6:04 AM ()
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.sometimes our minds are a jumble, and thats ok. Trying to make sense of it can stress us out more
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