I always knew this day would come and NOT go.Every breath,movement my husband makes i can't stand.I just am over it.We only feel anger,and sadness when dealing with each other.Not happiness.It's just gone.I don't know what has happened but i just want to run far away from him.I feel like we are making each other miserable.It's the same old thing day in and day out.Staring at each other.I feel like we never really knew each other.Or just didn't like each other.Something clearly.Well this is the longest he has been home since 04.When he was at Ft.Benning i knew i had to get up and do everything for the kids and i loved it.Now he doesn't hear her cry at night and gets a good nights sleep,he doesn't get up with them til i wake him up so i can take son to school.I think i just want to tell him "i don't need you"I've got this.Expectations can kill a marriage.I suppose.I expect him to be attentive,on it all the time and when he slacks or just isn't ""all over it" im furious.Like right now i just want him to go crawl back into bed.