Just got off the phone, saved the house from being sold next thursday. Somehow we just have to make this big payments for the next 6 months. It would help if I could find a part time job somewhere. But with the hours hubby works and not having anyone to watch Kota I don't know how to do it. I might talk to my inlaws. Even if I just get one for the next 6 months so we don't lose our house. The mortgage company was very nice, understanding. Of course they also know they would lose money by trying to sell a house right now. lol
I am breathing easier now. Hopefully this means I will be able to sleep at night, without the worrying and crying. If you could just keep us in your thoughts and prayers I would appreciate it. Somehow things have got to get better with this economy. I feel like we are sliding down this hole and we just keep going faster and faster.

My nerves are shot, my anxiety level is through the roof. I feel like every nerve in my body is tingling. I need a drink!