Emotions are so different for everyone, sometimes it seems they're utterly un-understandable (yes, that's one of my made-up words..).

A gamut of emotions have run the course of my small world within the last couple of weeks & yet I'm still unsure of what exactly I feel.

Why did this happen? Why now?

I realize none of this may make sense, but somehow, I had to find an outlet to express myself without silence. Most of the events that have come to pass have involved me not being vocal, with the exception of a couple of times & even then, I felt I was being too vulnerable. Afterall, I am "supposed" to be the "strong one", at all times.....

Why can't things be how we planned?

At times like these, I wonder.....what is life really about? I mean why are we REALLY here? What's the point to everything?

Why?

Why?