What do you want me to say.. I mean really?

I came here (on blogs) with one goal. That was to be totally honest. I also joke around a bit.. but I make it pretty "obvious" the difference. You know when I am joking, or being honest.

I am sorry if I pissed you off talking about "Debbie" (BusyMidMichMom). All I know is I spent a great deal of time pulling pills out of her mouth, putting her out (when she lit herself on fire), calling 911 to get her help. Stopping the water from ruining the floor (from my house) when she stabbed the waterbed repeated. taking guns out of her mouth, and even spending hours in stupid talks when she was making threats to kill her own children. That's the "tip of the iceburg". Hey ask Roxann.. she was the babysitter.. she seen all the "Knife holes" in walls.

Pretty much, if I felt she changed.. I'd not say a word. But she hasn't.. and time will prove me right.

Why the hell would ANYONE in their right mind.. meet me in a February, and marry me in September? Either she was a nut, or I wasn't so bad.

Here's what happened, no lies. I met Debbie in a February. Online. We met, she came over. I had a nice house. She was living in a crap house (size of a living room). She needed to get out, because she had major court problems (with both her other ex husbands). She could not see her son (with a man around unless married), and had to go to counseling. Debbie is the first person I ever seen, where a judge ordered her to not be with other men in her presence (unless married). In court records, she had sex with 18 men (her son said).. so she was not allowed to be with another (un-married).

I had a nice home. She wanted to get married. She knew it would stop both her "ex husbands" from causing problems, and a nice place to live... I did all I could to get her out from her "tiny" little place.. and moved her in with me. I borrowed my brothers truck and trailer, and moved her into my new $60,000 modular.

Now.. Debbie will say.. "Gary did nothing". Gary will say.. I will give $1000.00 to anyone that can prove she paid a single bill while with me. I'm talking "consumers power", Anything on rent.. LOL No, she paid nothing.. but says I did nothing. The rent was $600 Mortgage, $400 lot. Debbie, you did nothing and used me. The only thing you ever did was buy some "groceries".. mostly nothing.. and from your daughters SSI. Debbie.. I challenge you.. show "1" single bill you paid.. I know you didn't..

I guess I am a "dork" for jumping in.. when someone tries to kill themselves. What do you want me to say? Do you want me to say I was wrong for "pulling" pills out of her mouth? Or.. I was wrong calling 911, after I watched her look like a "Chipmonk" and feeling all the pills were losing the shell cover. Think of this, and she did it alot. I watched bottles of pills go in her mouth. I watched them melting.. and ya know what.. that's a hard call to make. The call is, piss of your girl but keep her alive.

Redwolf.. You really don't know the truth. Debbie is still "not" about to admit anything. All is true. I don't want bad for her, but she has not changed. She is as crazy as she ever has been...

Hey,, if I never tried to help.. my life would be better...

Debbie.. take me to court... Actually, I'd love it. I've never lied.. and I have a chitload of backing. Other then that, say what you want. I'll say what I feel.. and never change...

What do you want me to say?
Unless Debbie changed drastically, she'll be the next "Andrea Yates", or "Susan Smith". Hey, if she changed, maybe not. But I can promise, when she was with me.. she was just like that. Oh.. once you read this Debbie... threaten or whatever.. I don't care.. I know you and have backing..
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Debbie met me in a "Feburary" (Online). We married September 20th (same year). yes she claimed she loved me. Yes the marriage plans were on. Do you think.. If I was so terrible, a woman would wanna marry that soon? If I was terrible, maybe she wanted the house.. money,, or something. I think all part.. but basically... she wanted whatever she could get.

I knew she had problems. I took her to all the docs. I moved all her stuff in (and asked for nothing).
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Debbie is just "Debbie". The difference, she tries to manipulate and denies. Myself.. I'll tell flat out...
Debbie is by far, the most hurtful person I ever met. If I seen a change, I'd say different. I never have,,,
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What do you want me to say?
If anyone reading thinks I should say something different.. tell me. I will consider. Until then.. I tell the truth, as always.. and don't worry about what is said back....

Gary