Upset really isn't the "word" here. I am "super" upset at what happened today.

I got up early". I said to Jeremy "since you are here playing games, I need to go out to weed the garden. Can you watch Sebastian"?. Yeah, no problem.

I came in once. What I found was "him and his friend" in his room with the "door closed". Sebastian (who is 16 months old), was out in the "living room", out of sight and standing on top of a table. I "threw" a major "Bitch fit" over that. He's "15 years old". He knew he wasn't forced to work (I was working). I told him "this is your little brother", you were told to watch him and aren't. I thought he got the point, he didn't.

So I am still out there "weeding the garden". I weeded over 8 hours today. I "vaguely" heard "Stephen (17), and Jeremy (15)" arguing over who was gonnna watch Sebastian". I figured, they'd sort it.

Come to find out, neither of them came to a conclusion. Neither of them said a word to me. What they did, was put "Sebastian" in his "crib" and just took off. They didn't want to tell me, because I'd make one of them watch him (Jeremy probably because I asked him first). Stephen had church stuff to do, so Jeremy took off first. Then Stephen took off. Nobody telling me "Sebastian" was left alone in his crib.

Basically, Sebastian was left in his crib for "1.5" hours with no supervision. Nobody told me. Both of her kids are old enough to know better. This is "By far"! The biggest thing they ever did to piss me off!!!

I have already confronted "Stephen". Jeremy isn't home yet. I promise, this blog will be finished in a "second" if he walks in the door. Jeremy is the biggest "culprit" here, and I won't "mince words". Jeremy "WILL" take Hell from me tonight!

What could've happened to "Sebastian", I don't know but "lots" probably. You don't "leave" a baby" alone to his own fending. I was right there, and I would've understanded if they had a valid reason to leave.

Basically, they were "scared" to even tell me. Not because I'd do anything to "hurt them". They were "scared" because then they couldn't do what they wanted. So they "Both" left Sebastian alone. They knew I was working in the garden and couldn't hear him.

I am "Super pissed" over this one!! My words couldn't even describe it. If the state came, we'd lose all of them. If Sebastian got into something he could get hurt or killed. Once "Jeremy walks in" tonight, there "won't be a NICE" Gary here. I won't beat him or anything, but there will be no wondering if I am pissed!

Gary