I was sleeping... Sebastian woke me up for a diaper change, I did that, filled his bottle.. and brought him in our room. The only ones home was "Me and Sebastian".

Usually I put him on the waterbed with me. He stays awake, and loves getting into stuff. Today.. myself, I was a bit dehydrated. So I went to the basement freezer and got like 5 "popcycles". to eat. So now, I was laying in bed, watching "Sebastian" play. Eating "popcycles"..

He "Jumped" off the bed, and onto the floor. Normally I would be able to avoid it. He is getting "so fast now"... Luckily, he has the sense in his head to dive into a pile of dirty clothes, rather then a "HARD", spot on the carpet.

So there I am. Eating some "Popcycles" on the bed. This is early morning. I am awake, but not fully functioning.. not dressed either. I am under covers, letting Sebastian play on the floor beside me.

Lately, I've been wearing "Pantyhose" to bed. I'm not a queer, I just kinda like the feel. I could go deep into this (this blog now) but won't. I have some "traits" people find wierd.. I don't.. Probably my traits are accepted "less" then a gay coming out. I don't care, at least I am honest with it. BTW I am not gay..

Well to get on with the story....

While I was in bed, Roxann's dad came over "un-expected". I was awake, and he said he knocked. (We rent his place). I was covered, he didn't see me wearing them. He walked right into our bedroom. I woke (dressed) and began talking to him.

I don't care if he finds out some things.. But to me him just walking wasn't cool. I'll tell most everyone everything. I'm just a little pissed he feels he can come in whenever. I know he is just trying to "check out everything. We "rent this place".

I haven't told her parents I wear that stuff. More for Roxann then anything. I am "Who I am, deal with it or not". I really don't change for anyone. I didn't want him to see that now... lol.

I like her dad alot. Just he is a "stickler" about keeping his place nice. I agree 100%, and I am "on her kids" about it constant. If there's one thing that pisses me off most, is her kids not "keeping" up with this place. Mowing, putting away plates when they eat. All that chit. They just always complain and never do! So everytime he comes over, he checks into "everything". Then I feel "I look bad", because it's no where near as clean as he would do. But I want the "same" really I do!!! If I bitch at her kids too much (problems to me), If I don't (Problems to me).

Other then that, was a pretty nice day. I spent it outside. Set up a sprinkler outside for Sebastian to run through.

Jeremy got pissed he had to mow the front yard. Him and mom had some major issues there. I told her, they are like cats.. they will leave and come back. She wasn't in the mood to hear anything I said then tho. I went and had a talk with "Jeremy" later. I told him, take off dude,, whatever. You can learn life the "easy or hard" way". The easy way is to just mow the yard (which would take an hour), the hard way would to take off and be homeless. You got no money, you have no job.. nuffin really. Here you got most all you want. We love you, but if NOT getting a "pop" or candybar is that important... take off.. I won't be crying about it..

The yard has now been "mowed"... Jeremy decided to stay. I gotta go now.. American Idol is on. I am hoping for "Adam" to win, Roxann wants that other fag.. we'll see....

Gary :)