I'm sitting here thinking "What the fuck" does "nittineedles" have that I don't have?

I don't go to the "most read" things here much. Really, it's beyond my scope of reality. When I do however, "nittineedles" is TOP every single time. I mean EVERY FUCKING TIME!!!

I'm usually in the "top read 10" (mostly higher). I know that. But what does "nittineedles" have I don't? Really, I have no clue. She does have something tho. I wanna figure this out....

A few things are "obvious" to me. Part of the reason "I can partially understand".

1) She is "super nice" to everyone all the time. I think I am "mostly", but I don't have the "ability" to ALWAYS be nice.

2) She is a "Great" writer here. One of the "top" here. I wouldn't say "the" top personally.. but she is one I know writes well, and I feel is true and honest.

3) She is "funny", but in a real life sense. I can see why people read her blogs.

Actually, I couldn't care less about "blog reads". I'm kinda just messing around now. I do find "Marg" an excellent writer and great person.

My blogs are a "stark" contrast to hers. I'm not saying she isn't (honest) all the time (I really think she is). The contrast would be.. "If I ever felt something, when someone wrote something"... I'd never look for better "words", to make me sound better. I am not saying she does, her personality is just different then mine. Hers is GOOD. I love her! I think she "always" looks for the "positive" (like my grandma), and I don't always do that.


I know for a fact I've "pissed" off some people here. Probably to the "extent" they won't read my blogs (If they do they won't comment). I'll just say that was never my intention, my intention was always to be "Free" and write what I think. I can say... no matter how I ever sounded.. I am against nobody here.

Anyway, I think "nittineedles" is cool!...

Take care all, Gary :)