Almost out of hospital after the ruptured spleen


My Virago (Yamaha)


The big one fell in love with me online. The other was her friend. There was 1 other (who was smoking hot!).. all came almost 3 hours from their town to have sex with me. The other was really very sexxy. All was BI. I was offered a 4 some, cause it was the ugly one's B-day (why they came). I got morals, I turned it down cause it would "lead on" the big one... Normally,, I'd be right there (I was single), but I was afraid the one would want too much.


Me and my brother. I was 18 or 19 then. I got laid lots then.. lol.


Guess what happens when a woman thinks your flirting online?.. lol (wife #1)


My new best buddies. Sebastian and that guy he found in the mirror :)


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Everyone has "different" morals. I don't think there two people in the entire world, that would agree completely on this.

To me, I am pretty confident in my morals. To some Christians I am bad, to some Muslems I am bad, to some Republicans I am bad, to some Democrats I am bad. Really, this list could go on and on. To me it doesn't really matter. My morals are very set, and I stick to them 100%. Actually I consider myself one of the most "tolerant" people there is (of others beliefs).. but I do take alot of flack for it.

I'm writing this, so you think for yourself. What your morals are. I don't ask you to agree with me, or even comment. You can if you want, but I am not asking that. you can say "good post", or your off your "rocker". I don't care. This post is just about what "one" person "ME" thinks is morally right or wrong. You have your own beliefs...
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HOW I THINK...

1) Alot of people look at porn. Some like "Ted Bundy", seem to use that as an excuse for killing all those women. Hey I look at whatever I want. I am not obsessed with porn, and not into the "hurting" another. I've looked at most everything. I'm 42 and haven't killed anyone yet. The proof.. both my ex wives are alive.. lol. Porn doesn't do anything unless they have some "DEEPER" imbalance already in my opinion.

2) There is alot of people against even the "idea" of porn. I'm not. Some even hate "Playboy mags", and just get so freeking frustrated over it. However I want you to "think of" this... "Aren't we all into PORN on some level"? Think to yourself, if you have been sexually active at least 5 years.. have you ever masterbated? Of course you did!! This is human nature. Most guys start regular "wacking at 13", women I don't know. They are quiet about the truth. Doesn't matter it's natural... and I know everytime a person "pleasures" themselves.. they have an image in their head! That's porn.. lol.

3) Freedom of Speech, and life. I can tell you, I am the "Strongest" supporter of that you know! I feel it's the essential moral really. I'll go on a gay march, I'll go on a Muslem march. I support them to say and do whatever they want in this country. Provided it doesn't hurt me or my children. I've said often, sucking a dork is gross to me. To each his own. I've said "If you wanna waste your time praying to Allah", go for it. I'll support ya all, unless you do something I really feel will "Phsyically" hurt me.

4) Many think "Mental" thoughts are just as bad as actions. They think, we can't have a "Jehovah Witness" move close (could change our kids). What, a rock star wants to move into this "Christian" community? We need to stop that! NO.. I am not for any of that crap. If you want to say your "thoughts" free... guide your kids and neighbors.. everyone has the right too. If a Jehovah Witness moved in next door, I'd just tell my kids he is a mis-guided dork. I studied the Bible for 8 years for a reason. I'd tell my kids what I thought. Factually, and leave it up to them. They are more likely to trust me. Because I am VERY real with my thoughts, and try to control nobody.

5) Marriage. Oh Jeez, this is one of the things I think the world is so confused on. People tend to think, once they sign that "piece of paper" they are married. Personally, I couldn't care less about that. I was married to my first wife way before we signed a paper, and divorced before we signed another paper. The truth is.. marriage is your "commitment" to your spouse. In both your eyes, and God's eyes. Look at your husband or wife.. if you know in your heart you have committed yourself to him... you are married. If you can't say that to yourself, you aren't. God is a little above pieces of paper.. lol.

6) It's not un-natural for you (anyone) to be attracted to another person. It's not un-natural for a man to look at a Playboy and think they are hot. It's not un-natural for you (the woman) to find guys in life attractive too. We all feel this way, and all look our own ways. Keep "Jelousy" out of your relationship. Just a warning from me. My first wife freeked if she seen me watching "Baywatch"... be true to who you are with. If you are, they will see that and trust ya.

7) I am Christian. I studied the Bible 8 years, I pray maybe 100 times a day in my head. I am a true believer. To many in the Christian community, I am living in sin with Roxann. Now as I said before, marriage is the commitment. I have not cheated on her, and never cheated once in my life. Yes, I have flirted with some of you "hotties" on here, but you all know she knows,, and nothing will happen. Simple fun. It's not someone like me she needs to worry about, as I found it's more the "jelous or super religious" type.

8) Life or Death. I'm pretty much way past that. I don't worry about dying, but I perfer to live for my kids. I've had 5 major motorcross accidents. I've ruptured my spleen, broke ribs, bones, shattered teeth.. I was in the hospital so long I had to re-learn to walk. Had to wear those casts so long, and even that stupid neck brace. I've also totaled many cars, and had 7 seizures later. Most all of that was many years ago. I know what many of you are thinking.. oh this guy is just "bragging" and this isn't true. No, actually I "downplay" my life way more then I say. I have lived a very "Wild life", but really live pretty calm today. So to get back what I was talking about, Life or death I don't think about. I want to be here for my kids (one reason I slowed down), but I have absolutely no worry about it. I love Jesus, know I am going there. But I will not do anything to "purposely" get there sooner.. lol. Pain bothers me.. lol I hate pain. I hope when I go.. it's quick and easy. That's why I tell everyone, if I am ever dying in a hospital bed again.. pull the fucking plug! Don't make me suffer... give me the same humanity you give a horse with a broken leg.

9) Law. I respect the law, I really do. I think in this country we have the best "legal system" there is. Yet it still sucks. So 90% of the time I respect it and follow the rules. 10% I don't..

10) Rock and Roll. I am 80's child. lol.. and a big "Rocker still". Lots of churches will complain about "rock music" and the messages. They are right alot there. But also alot of churches aren't giving the most Godly (or good) messages either. I pretty much feel... listen to what you want, watch what you want. If your not "Brainwashed" into believing something just because someone says... someday you will sort it out. Hey, I hate the "Pentagrams" Motley Crue uses, and hate some messages of Christians and Jews. I seek myself, and decide for myself. I still listen to everything.

11) Perversions. Now how do we define those? To me there is a huge different between a "pervert" and "predator". A predator wants little kids, a predator stalks and wants to kill. A predator has nothing good in his head! A pervert, may like to play some "bondage" games with his mate.. he may even get into light spanking. He is not into anything she isn't, and if he was he would ask and she could say no. Big difference to me.... I am a "Pervert" I admit.. but not a predator. And nobody can find anything Biblical or US illlegal to say that's wrong.

12) Political parties. I will just say I vote "Democrat". I would vote "Independent" but I feel it takes votes from the Democratic party. I hate alot about all parties, and like alot too. Just overall I am Democrat. Democrats are more for the working class, Republicans more for the rich (anyone wants to dispute... feel fucking free to dispute facts with me.. lol). Example of a thought: I am strong for "Gun Rights", but I am no longer a member of the NRA. The reason, they are "Republican" based. Also I support gun rights, but I don't want AK 47's all over either. It's one thing to have a right to bear arms, and another to let us have weapons that can let kids lever a "school" in seconds. I'm for gun rights but logical. Neither party has addressed this to my liking yet.
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Basically, I just live my life being me. I try to do what is "morally right", but know my ideas don't agree with everyone. Just wrote this so you think about your "own beliefs"....

Gary :)