Do you remember those days? When they called you a "lightweight" because you couldn't drink enough?

I don't. Well, I kinda do but... That was a very long time ago for me. Nobody calls me a "light weight" now. I've drank daily 24 years. I've had a few stretches that I quit. But for the most part I've drank a "12" pack daily for decades.

My "tolerance" is SUPER HIGH. I can drink 12 beers, and you'd hardly notice. If I get into "Whisky or rum", I'd cop an attitude. I admit that. Beer alone, I know I keep all cool now.

With that said. I must say I am getting to a point "I want to quit". I don't think I am mean, I am not out "wrecking cars" (or whatever) like in my past. Actually I just "drink" and be cool.

I want to "quit", but I also don't want to "quit". To me, this is a hard situation to sort.

I've quit "cold turkey" many times. Never lasts. I always go back. Today, I may drink a dozen beers,, and just do normal home stuff. Or work. Still, it really isn't healthy.

All I can say, is "quitting" is on my mind. I may seek help (or not). I don't know. I've been thinking about it. But also I may go against the idea.

If I decide to "quit" totally, I do know I will need help. Hell, I am strong enough to "quit", but NOT strong enough to stay "quit".

Again, not sure I want too...

There are some people I know.. if I decide to "quit", I will call. I considered it today. People I know that lived a life like mine. I just don't know right now.

I'll update ya all...

Gary