I don't like "talking" to Kim, I actually LOVE talking to Kim.

My reasons are NOT likely what you think. I'd guess, the first thing you thought.. is I wanted in her panties. I don't. Back then, I'd give my "left nut" to date this one! Nothing like that today. Although she is a "Super Hottie"(to this day), and anyone that has a "dick would want this one"...

Talking to "Kim" is very "fascinating" to me. My "High School" perceptions (of her) were wrong then. This I know now. I love talking, because today (Twenty years later), we can talk about what were the thoughts then.

I was a "burnout" in High School. That was the perception. Yes I smoked pot daily. At that time, I knew the "biggest dealers" in Detroit. I got "great grades", was never stupid. Hell, I was stoned daily in school, and still was smarter then most. Just.. her life (In contrast to mine) was nothing close.

Kim was this "HOT ASS" beautiful woman. To me, hottest in the school. My balls tingled, just thinking of her.. lol...

I have NEVER talked, or even tried to talk to her in school. To me, She was the "elite", I was just a "burnout". She tells me now "Gary.. I knew you since 7th grade". "I know how you are, I see how you've lived.

You "could've" talked to me Gary. I sure wouldn't do that. No guy wants to be "shot down in flames".. lol

I know she didn't want me then. I DID want her! Logically, wouldn't work anyway.

Kim grew up in "churches" all her life. She is "prissy, naive" all that. Don't get me wrong.. she is an "intelligent". Wonderful woman really. Just, if I even tried for her then.. wouldn't happen. Too different....

My "entire" life has been with "Bikers", "Drug Dealers" and whatever. Yes I studied the Bible like "9" years.. but NO.. this one and I would have never worked. My "Balls" still tingle when I think of her.. lol..

NOT trying to get in her panties. I will say that. Do I love talking to her? HELL YES! Does she want me for a relationship? NO. Do I want her for one? NO...

I plan to keep talking to "Kim". I LOVE the friendship. Won't be cheating on ROXANN.. plan to keep talking to Kim.

Gary