I don't know how to put this. I guess, it's just another blog. I am now into "writing mode again".

I am being "totally" honest here. I am not trying to "overstate" nor understate.

If you "knew me" as a person, I'd "blow your mind" on some things. I am super "incredible" at some. On others, I am equally as stupid.

I am always "great or terrible". There isn't much "in-between" with me. That deals with my life, actions, and mind.

If you have "computer problems". I will tell you "100%" for a fact, I am someone to ask. My advice is "free", and I'll save you a dollar or two. All these fucking "so called" computer experts" pretend they know it all. I promise for a fact, they aren't "even close" to me. To tell the truth, I get "college graduates" asking me for advice all the time. Plus, as much as I have wrote about computers here (check my facts).. never once... NOBODY.. ever mentioned I was wrong about anything.

Religion... "test me on this one". Computers deal with complete fact. Religion is subject to opinion. I mean, personally I know what I believe. But there is this "grey area". I can promise. I can talk to any pastor, about any subject. Nobody tries. I wish they would. I've studied "Religion, Politics, and computers many years. I feel confident to talk to "anyone". Yet I never try.

Do you know how to work a "cell phone"? Teach me.. lol. I got no clue. Yes I program fluent in about "10" computer languages. Can't change my "ringtone" on the cell. I can't do chit with it really. I avoid the phone like the "Plague". Certain ones, I'll talk too. If I know you, I'll talk. 99%, I'll push the phone off on Roxann to answer. I don't care if it's the "top promoter" in the state. Chances of them actually talking to me are slim. This is why I so like working with "Paul". He can use my name, keep me off that stupid phone (he likes to talk). I mean, I'll talk if I absolutely have too. It's just rare. I hate the "phone". Writing is different. I could write all day and night really.

If you wanted to start doing "Craft shows".. listen or ask me a bit. Any show I do, I attract far more attention then most. The reason, I grew up with it. My parents have done shows 37 years or so, I've done them 24 years on my own (one every week). I promise, I know what I am doing. My advice is free, and I will give suggestions free. I truly wish you could do "just one" show with me. To see what it's really like.

I drink FAR too much, Ok, I admit this. I am not being bad, health thoughts mainly. Back in the 80's, I drank from waking to sleep. I will say.. I have cut that down major. No more "DUI's" for me (I'll never drink and drive again). When I was 18-30 I drank an 18 pack daily. Now, an average a 6 of tall boys nightly. I'll do it working if it's a festival they drink, or just at home if they don't. I've cut down.. but I still drink. I don't "drink and drive" or anything anymore.. but I do drink.

I drink because I like too. I am glad I cut down. But I also want you to think of this. If I am doing a "festival" that sells drinks. I'd say I pay for like 1/3 of my drinks. I do custom work. People kinda "tip me" with drinks. If I make them a necklace, they walk back with a "few beers" for me. I promise, I get more "free drinks" handed to me then the "hottest" chick you know.

"Good and bad", and what does it really mean? I think I am "both" good and bad. Like at the same time even.

Anyway,,, take care all!

Gary :)