I've been drinking "Rum" lately. I mix it with a little beer.

I don't know why. If anyone knows, they are smarter then me. I just been doing it. I had a little today. I plan to stop that (for awhile anyway).

Roxann "HATES" when I drink Rum. She tells me, I get "belligerent". She says "I can't remember anything, and I'll say anything to anyone".

I don't think I get belligerent. Cocky would be the better word for it. She's right, about some. I can't remember ALOT on Rum.

I do cop an "attitude" on hard liquor. I've always known this. I really don't worry about anyone or anything. If I was all drunk on that.. went to a bar or something. I really wouldn't worry what I said to the biggest dude in the bar. Neither would I worry about the "ass kicking" I got soon after.

Roxann is like. "Gary, you can drink beer all day". There is never a problem. You never even seem drunk. That "Rum" however does something to you.

I realize some "faults" in me. I decided today to stop the "Rum". I haven't even read my "messages" on here today. Some will be "bad" I think. I drank quite a bit of Rum last night.

If I "offended" anyone.. don't take it to heart. Was just ME being a DICK. I'm back in beer mode now.
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Other news.. I got the kids mowing. Helping in the yard. The "yard Nazi" was over. He doesn't really "push" anything, but he sure makes strong hints. From a normal standard, our yard doesn't look bad. But his is like "perfect". The slightest problem in ours.. he'll let me know. I think he is a dick at times, but overall I like him. I understand he takes "pride" in his yard. He's 72, got nothing else to do. I hear him yelling all day at his "wife and daughter" about yard work he doesn't feel they did right. Yard Nazi for sure.. But truthfully I want ours to look as good. I'm on everyone about it. Not his level.. but I am.

The other neighbors (a young couple) I really like. I won't be having any problems with them. We hung out awhile today. I got out my displays, gave them some coins. The kids will be doing their yard work. I can't say all.. I'll just say I like them alot (I actually like the yard Nazi, but he is a totally different person).

We still don't have a car. So I rode my "bicycle" to the store to get seeds (to finish the garden). I got no help on that. I thought, fuck it. I let "Sebastian" play in the pool and set up a sprinkler. He loved it. In the meantime I began cutting wood and such to build him a sandbox.

So basically.. I was outside all day. It's 6pm, and I will be going back to do more. Maybe ride to the store again for a cigar (Yes fuccking up there too... I'm supposed to be a non-smoker now).

Ok.. later all.. Gary :)