If I die, don't Despair. I'll be happy to leave, with still some hair.

Nuts and assholes all around.. I often wonder if it's better underground.

Piss on my grave if you must.. I'll know, you were someone I could trust.

I lived a life, wild and me. It's all I really wanted, can you see...

You do too, that I know ... but what does it "take" for you to feel "Free"...

Piss on my grave, if I made you "hurt".. Really won't matter, I'm lying in dirt...

I am going to "Heaven".. I already know. I'll look down on you.. and wait for your "show"..

Suicidal, I am not. I just try to live, without the "worries" I got.....

Gary

Yeah.. not an excellent poem, but hey I tried... lol.