I got to work at 5 this morning and I have been in a weird mood since I woke up.

I know that it is best that I wait until at least the fourth date before I even think about ripping Paul's uniform off of him, but this is something I have been thinking about doing all morning.

He called me this morning asking me if I would like to take a ride out into the North range with him. I am thinking it would be best to decline his offer because I may be too tempted to attack him.

I swear there is something wrong with me for thinking like this, and more so for thinking of ways to get him alone so that I can accomplish the task of seducing him.

I may go tell my boss that I am not feeling well and go home and go back to bed and sleep all day.