well tonight I text that one guy I met a few weeks ago just to see what he was up to and sin he hasn't really talked to me that much lately I figured I would see what was new with him even thou he was at work, then later on he sent me a text that said " I'm working so stop text me" something like that i guess and that just pissed me off just because, well I sent him a text saying what are you to good to talk to me now just messing around with him sin he hasn't talked to me in a long time and he was talking to me like every night there for the longest time so I have no clue what do say, so maybe I should just give up and just try to move on like I do any other time or maybe I should just wait for my ex to get home for good and then maybe we can work things out and get back together and then maybe he wont hurt me this time, I don't think he will because he tells me all the time on how he doesn't want to see me hurt or with any other guy and all that other stuff so maybe things could just work out if we just talked about everything that happened between us and why he broke up with me when he cared so much about me and still does I'm sure who knows though I'm sure I will find more out when he gets home and we talk or something I hope, I just want someone that can make me happy again like he did and I will have to say I think he could make my day just about all the time, ya he may made me mad a lot but I could talk to him about anything and everything and still can and he may be a but to me but you I still got to love the man for some reason lol there just something about him that still make me feel good, who knows just maybe things will work out because I'm getting sick of looking lol and he knows me on the back of his head still and I know him on the back of my head still lol, so what could I say I'm sure it would just be better for the both of us if we got back together lol, well who knows, well I'm sure I could add more but I have got to get to bed so laterz