Wow, I wish I knew what I did, my legs are killing me today, I know the other night when I told myself I was going for a walk I ended up running just about the whole time. So I don't know if thats why my legs hurt so damn bad.. or what it very well cld be, but if thats the reason then why in the world didnt they hurt yesterday the day after I did all the running.. I'm so lost.. lol
I was thinking that sin I started to run that night maybe I can get myself to run all the time like I got myself to walk all the time, n if I can do that then maybe that will help me stop smoking, I'm sure that wld make me feel so much better n what not, n my body n everything else wld feel great and all that other good stuff I guess if I start running all the time,
It could be the new start of my life or something bc a few weeks ago I though I was gonna go down hard, but it seems like things are slowly working its way back up, so thats good just as long as I keep my head up about everything then things should be good, n keep doing the things that I tell myself that I'm going to do like walk or go running n with trying to stop smoking n then try to stop drinking pop again,
some of those things I was doing good on, like walking all the time, n not drinking pop, but then something happen n who knows what that was but what can a person say about the things they do I guess it just happens,
but this time I'm going to stay true to myself n make myself do this stuff no matter if I like it or not.. its going to kill me I'm sure.. but what can I say I want to feel good all the time and not have to worry about something bad all the time, like I have with my health, so maybe this will help me out a lot if I do this stuff..