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Mindful-less Day


"Morning is when I am awake and there is a dawn in me." - Thoreau

I've been having trouble settling down enough lately to write an entry. I can’t seem to keep my mind on anything. I’ve been up since early this morning. All the things that I think I need to do, and those things that I think I want to do, and those things that I think I don’t want to do today, especially, keep shuffling around in my mind, and I can’t seem to make any decisions, or take any actions, other than drinking a cup of hot tea, feeding and walking the dog, and write this post. Meanwhile, the day is slipping away.

The above quote is one I came across somewhere in the past day or so, and it’s been on my mind ever since. In trying to track the quote down just now, I came across it embedded within this wonderful excerpt from Walden containing Thoreau’s thoughts on morning, which I’ve read many times before. I also stumbled across a poem called The Inward Morning, also by Thoreau, which is new to me, and seems applicable to mindfulness. Here is the first stanza:

Packed in my mind lie all the clothes
Which outward nature wears,
And in its fashion’s hourly change
It all things else repairs.
In vain I look for change abroad,
And can no difference find,
Till some new ray of peace uncalled
Illumes my inmost mind.


Time to practice mindfulness, to sit in stillness and silence until the mud of confused thinking settles and some clarity and a new ray of peace dawns, and then get on with the day.

posted on Oct 2, 2010 1:22 PM ()

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When I find my thoughts jumping around so much that I can't focus to do anything, I put my hands to the sides of my eyes like horse blinkers. I say out loud if I'm alone, what are you doing RIGHT NOW this minute? Finish it. When I jump up from my chair to chase another thought, I feel satisfied if I can stop myself and return to what I was doing! Practicing mindfulness is helpful whether we're up or down.
comment by nursekim on Nov 3, 2010 9:09 PM ()
I hope you enjoyed your day!
comment by kristilyn3 on Oct 4, 2010 3:19 PM ()
I did, thank you!
reply by justme on Oct 8, 2010 1:50 PM ()
I am also bipolar and enjoy your blogs very much. I know exactly what you mean about shuffling thoughts - I think of them as "jumping". You start a thought and get about half-way through, then jump to another thought. Like you, I suddenly recognize what I'm doing, then try to calm my thoughts.
comment by nursekim on Oct 2, 2010 3:38 PM ()
I'm glad you found my blog. I have added you to my friend's list. I'll be interested in reading your posts.
reply by justme on Oct 8, 2010 1:50 PM ()

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